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2007-03-27 - 12:24 a.m. "Lots of men tie themselves in knots all over you Hmmm...that one should have a gender switch to it, but the right person will get the right idea. the wrong person will get the wrong one, and that might be amusing. So, it's been... news? I no longer wear glasses. No, my eyes aren't miraculously not crappy anymore. I had to get hard contact lenses. see, i have an eye disease (keratoconus) that's causing my left eye to actually distort in shape, causing severe astigmatism, progressively worsening until i'm actually blind in the eye because the light refracts from it the wrong way. Glasseas and soft contacts do nothing because they don't do anything about the light refraction. Hard contacts form a new surface for my eye, and they'll help my eye hold its shape, slowing the progression of the distortion. The really comforting part was when i had the eye exam and the doctor goes, "You shouldn't be able to see as well out of your left eye as you are right now. I dunno how that's happening." ZING!!! seriously though, i've had them for about 2 weeks and i'm mostly over the "damn, it feels like i have rocks in my eyes" phase. it's nice to not wear glasses, either. "Poor us, as frail as they come I like to sing with other people's words. That's probably cause my own songs are all terrible, both figuratively and literally. I refuse to write lyrics that don't rhyme at least most of the time cause it's just lazy and my rhymes are crap. One day maybe i can write one great song. So that's why i borrow from geniuses. "Some rides dont' have much of a finish I'm not gonna get into my feelings about what happened at Formal. I just hope that people don't get too panicky about it. It was a fluke, it sucked, but resolve to be better prepared next time and move on. "Spit it out, the right words I did do the rumplemintz at formal again. 2 of them, in fact, and i got twice as depressed as i did in previous years. i've come to realize that too many people i care about have died already, and i'm more likely to outlive others than i would have previously thought. it wasn't supposed to be like that. I'm the one who leaves- it's the only way people won't get tired of me. "The last horizons I can see The show is over. I had a ton of fun. Usually i'm not cast in the types of roles i played in Almost. When i first read the script i couldn't believe that those were the scenes i was going ot be doing. I mean, the drunk and despondent guy i could kinda see, but the lovable guy who manages to find a staggeringly romantic way to propose to his girlfriend is not something most people would associate with me, including myself. I'm glad some people got to see it. For those who didn't ge ta chance to- next time, don't drink the whole damn thing... I don't know what i have on tap next. nothing so far, except maybe an audition for a musical. as long as i'm doing stuff that's totally against type for me, might as well give that a try. "You can't call it cheatin' Eat your heart out Paul- today at work I gave 2 tours to people from the company that hires all the Miller Girls- you know, the hot chicks that dress all skimpy and try to flirt their way into getting you to spend more money at bars. They promote from within a lot, so basically i had 2 groups of roughly 50 stunningly hot women walking around with me all day. one even gave me her contact info afterward. What did you do today, Paul? (i figured while i'm sending cryptic messages to individuals, i might as well single someone out and say something in plain english. Plus it's fun to tweak with you, paul.) "I'm a fool for the taking Indeed I am nothing special at all. and one day you'll realize that and i'll be sad. actually, i'll feel a large number of emotions, all at once, and something will probably explode. "Her mumbles come now softly I have a wicked cool grass burn on my leg. It actually feels good. it's been far too long since i got that dirty playing disc. and it's been ever longer since my team got shut out like that. seriously, we coudlnt' manage a single point? i'm definitely getting old. I needed you out there wej. the situation definitely called for the "total asshole ladder the disc all the way up the field with just two of us because we can and the entire other team combined can't defend it because we're that much better than they all are" play that we used to run. I miss that one. it made me feel special. "You've come a long way, nothing's forever I'm still not over it. I'd apologize for how that makes you feel, but you'll understand that since it's your fault in the first place, my sympathy is minimal. There's two options. accept that, or fix it. i'd prefer the latter, personally. and deep down i think you would, too, or it wouldn't still upset you so much either. think about that for a few minutes. I just don't know what to do anymore. And it's getting late. That wasn't metaphoric. it's after midnight. at least one person will be amused by some of this tomorrow. I wouldn't say i'm obsessive. just narrow minded. "These suspicions have been
Ken When you move away You're not so old When you walk away You're not so old When you're looking at the stars When you move away You're not so old � |