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2006-03-18 - 12:53 a.m. ha HA! I have swerved you bitches! here I am with an update less than 48 hours after asserting that you wouldn't be hearing from me for awhile. In some circles they may call that merely lying, but I prefer to think of it as having a merry old time absolutely pulling the wool over your eyes because, admit it, you all believed it! See, now that i've established such an erratic pattern (will he or won't he?) you can't believe anything about me anymore! you never know what i'm gonna do next! I am absolutely unreliable! Well...to be fair, i was absolutely unreliable to begin with, but there was a certain reliability in my unreliability. Now you can't even rely on that anymore. "I was surprised at how incredibly fast you were Trust me, trust me -Barenaked Ladies "Trust Me" that song also has the greatest line ever- "The Holy Trinity are there in your purse/A condom, Obsession, and mace" techinally that's t2o lines, but i am digressing. and i've had it up to here with editing even the most retardacious of mistakes out of this, so i'm not gonna do it anymore. of course, that could aslo have a bit to do with the fact that i'm properly inebriated right now. Crap. i didn't start this till after midngith. sad. I had a hell of a st. patrick's day, although apparently that was topped by the rest of my family in sheer revelry at the kegger. i had to settle for a couple irish car bombs in my kitchen and not hearing from the people iw as supposed to hook up with later tonight. and by "later" i mean "we made plans at work to maybe get together to do some stuff after about 10 or so." and since it's now 12:13 and some kinda seconds, i can safely asume that's not goina happen. I oughta keep typing, i'm on the verge of inventing my own language. as much as my liver is gonna hate me in the morning i'm glad i got in some drinking practice before next week, becasue I am definitely ognna NEED drinks at formal, and tonight while tryign to do an irish carbomb i reflexively inhaled and wound up snarfing guiness outof my nose. and yes, amanda, it was cold guiness. i'm only half irish, all right? and i'm a bit rusty, which is why everything smells like beer to me right now. at least id idn't get any on my shirt, unlike last time. apparently i have been deemed too hairy to be a bridesmaid. Fuck that. I'm cute in a dress. speaking of which- billy, ixnay on the studmuffin talk in public like that. you want your wife to find out? she'd hit the ceiling. How do you get an *Irishman* out of a tree? Cut the rope! figured i'd go with one last tasteless one for the holiday gone by.and a joke, too. i'm yawning those really deeps kinda yawns right now that are usually associated with some sort of extreme cold conditions. I think i actually sprained something with that last one. "I'm sure you'll be all right" Yeah, you're sure about that. You're not the one who got the rug pulled out from under you. even though i'm probably wrong, there's a part of me deep down inside that's convinced that that sentence is still technically grammatically correct and not a run on. don't tell me one way or another. if i want to know that badly, i'll find out on my own. i don't need you spoiling my fun anymore than you already do merely by existing. ah, who am i kidding? i can't work up the rage to even abuse you idiots much anymore. a little alcohol put that fire out. yeesh. damn near dislocated my jaw on tha tlast yawn. i've noticed lately that my right eyelid twitches involuntarily at random points during the day but especially when i first wake up and when i'm really tired right before bed. it gets hard to focus on things. the strange part is that it's the left eye that's actually going blind on me. hey, i refrained from drunken despondency anywhere else in the world all night tonight. i'm allowed to wallow some right here right before bed. it's good for the hair.
How dare you try to understand that which is You lift me up then you cut me down, A lesson learned is a lessened burn, Year after year, Now, the reasons I hold you so dear to me Year after year, You lift me up then you cut me down, � |