2002-08-14 - 11:06 a.m.
Honestly, and suprisingly to me, I'm not angry. I'm just really sad, which is unusual for me, because usually when I get sad, I then get angry at whatever made me sad. But I'm not angry (which I know will be a relief to some of you). I can't say that I've forgiven, because that would mean that things could go back to the way they used to be, and they can't, because I'll never be able to just forget and let go, but what I guess I'm trying to say is I'm not holding a grudge like I have in the past in similar situations. I think that Hank Williams said it best when he said...
Oh! Please - don't let me love you
Just be-cause I'm feelin' blue
And Please - don't let me kiss you
'Cause I know you'll be untrue.
Because you're sweet dear, I want to love you
Please stay away from my heart
And Please don't let me love you
'Cause I know you'll break my heart.
Oh! Please don't call me darlin'
When I know you don't love me
And Please don't whisper sweetheart
For I know it just can't be
When I'm lonely, I want you only
Where is the dream I once knew
Oh! Plea-ease - don't let me love you
'Cause I know you'll be untrue.
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