2002-04-11 - 11:43 p.m.
In all seriousness, I'd like to thank everyone for simply overlooking my little outburst last night. I haven't gotten that emotional in a while.
I'd also like to thank some specific individuals (who shall remain nameless) for making me feel much better about myself. It seems like everytime I feel down, one (or more) of you morons goes and does something so stupid or pointless that I can look at it and say, "Well, no matter how low I sink, I can always feel good about myself for not being him/her."
And for that I'm truly grateful, really.
Wow. I just realized this entry is entirely too caustic for the kind of mood I'm in. I'm actually doing fairly well right now. So we'll end it all with an upbeat song...
Or at least as upbeat as any of my songs ever get...
When I was young, I was so full of fear
I hid behind anger, held back the tears
It was me against the world, I was sure that I'd win
The world fought back, punished me for my sins
I felt so alone, so insecure
I blamed you instead and made sure I was heard
And they tried to warn me of my evil ways
But I couldn't hear what they had to say
I was wrong, self destruction's got me again
I was wrong, I realize now that I was wrong
And I think about my loves, well I've had a few
I'm sorry that I hurt them, did I hurt you too
I took what I wanted, put my heart on the shelf
How can ya love me when you don't love yourself
It was me against the world, I was sure that I'd win
The world fought back, punished me for my sins
And they tried to warn me of my evil ways
But I couldn't hear what they had to say
I was wrong, self destruction's got me again
I was wrong, I realize now that I was wrong
I grew up fast, I grew up hard
Something was wrong from the very start
I was fighting everybody, I was fighting everything
But the only one that I hurt was me
I got society's blood running down my face
Somebody help me get outta this place
How could someone's bad luck last so long
Until I realized that I was wrong
I was wrong, self destruction's got me again
I was wrong, I realized now that I was wrong
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